hungry nonetheless

how good it feels...

2008-07-29T17:18:00.000-07:00

i'm in love and i know that someone loves me too
i feel special in a way i have alwAYS wanted to
a little bit and a lot of are very different things
but one is sorta kinda radder for all the yum it brings

yeeeeahhh i gotta true one
the bestest kind to have
she makes me brave and warmer

ummmm ya. i want it fo-ever, yeah

i do

watch

2008-05-01T12:27:00.000-07:00

anchovies is spelled..?

2008-02-01T01:21:00.000-08:00

for your information
and i'll get to the point
i'll say that it's gone now
but i'm shot down in sight
and instead of the finish
together there's three
finding the bottom
makes aching to me
lately we sink
top settling sea
going out further
taking hold of beneath
cold bodies ache
get hold of your breathe
stumble in happy
without getting wet

mostly music to my ears

2007-12-14T00:10:00.000-08:00

i find crabby behaviour unwelcoming to my spirit. i find my spirit unwelcoming to CRABBY behaviour.. maybe i just farted, and maybe it stinks... maybe. maybe not.

(ok i'm lying,, but still.....

GOTTA CASE OF THE MAYBES

nonononononono

2007-12-10T14:10:00.001-08:00

yyyyyyyyyyyes.

don't you love it?

get your dress all wet, and send it to me

2007-12-10T13:47:00.000-08:00

maybe not,,
and i just happen to still be here.
what lovers do is not up to me
what i do with my lover is whatever we please.
bottems up and bruised devine
love the great ways she shows she's mine
and i sit solemn and wait for returns
but where i am makes heat that burns
and i know it's cold
but she keeps me warm
inside i'm sure
and unsure is gone

..that's what i want to be.
sure.

doin'.. time?

2007-10-08T14:50:00.000-07:00

been wondering if i'll make the time to cry
and hoping that the time i waste can't fly

paying on the last day or the first day every month
keep holding on to nothing for myself

don't even know what i spend myself on anymore
starting to wonder what i'm spending all of me up for

haven't had a chance yet to plan the life i live
have not found the place that holds sacred what i give

before i used my minutes up
i've faded most the way
not doubting that my future sucks

the proof is in today

scooter shooters

2007-08-19T16:31:00.000-07:00

i am afraid i didn't get that memo.
hmmmmm?
and i pressed my keys together to make the word
a question.

who's that boi and who's boi has she
got
your boy is not like my boi
at least she hopes
not

so finally you read me
or you think that you do
and you go on to be the well-wisher
that your momma was too

hey this is why i do it
that's my thought after my first
the first a thought you do not hear
and never know but i do
for a moment
ok it's back

i know again
but i don't tell
you

2007-08-15T22:05:00.001-07:00

The Widow is a song by The Mars Volta,
from their second album
Frances the Mute.
It is notably the only short,
pop-structured song on Frances The Mute,
It is also the only Mars Volta song
to chart in the United States.
The song features a brief trumpet
part from Flea, after the third chorus.
Omar performs a brief solo in the same section.
The single also contains the 14-minute track
Frances the Mute,
which was supposed to be the first track on the
record of the same name.
However, this would have made
the CD nearly 90 minutes long,
beyond the capacity of a normal CD.

tiTTle the turtle

2007-08-15T21:48:00.000-07:00

hahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaa
crap
i pushed her down the hill
she fell
she cried
i laughed
and died

i deserve a second chance?
nil
not
no
prickles and embellishments

are all the creative juices from the minds of lunatics?

living and then dying?

2007-08-12T18:11:00.000-07:00

how on earth does one girl
go from age 20 to 27 so fast like that?
like this.
speeeeeeeeeeding through
like a blast of light
corrosion occurring
and thought provoking
at every breath
stopped for..
but shot past again.
am i actually living this-
am i this girl-
wasn't i her before this began?
i was
and it was different
but not
..better
(not worse either)
it's just that girl is not that girl anymore:
she's still me
(still)
going through it much too
fast

it's morning somewhere

2007-08-11T22:17:00.000-07:00

he she it me
i
am going to write

in this (for this)
more
than anywhere
(and
you'll see)
more
(too much to wanna know)
and maybe you'll never even
try
to know
(me)
more